So scared 😢

Someone please tell me it's okay to be a teen mom 😭 I've been stressing out so much no one knows except my boyfriend and his best friend. I got pregnant back in November but ended up losing the baby at 6 weeks. I got on birth control to make sure it wouldn't happen again until I was ready. Well it didn't work and now I'm pregnant again 😭😭 I don't know how this happened we were so careful, I don't want to put my mom through this again! Abortion and adoption are out of the question. I'm just so scared and worried. I know everything's going to be okay in the end and my family will love my baby but right now I'm only at 10 weeks and haven't stopped thinking about it since I found out. I have no idea to tell my mom. Sometimes I wish I could just move away with my boyfriend and do this by ourselves. I live in a small town with a lot of judgementle people so I know we are going to get a lot of shit. I'm a senior in HS and will be graduating in May. I was planning on going to college in Florida but now that's out of the question Bc I live in Ohio now and won't be able to move away. I'm just lost, alone, and scared. Any one else a pregnant teen or a teen mom? I just need help😭