random but relatable

I've recently found myself disconnecting with a lot of people.  I have always been a social person, butterfly if you will. But recently it's like I seriously have not only been learning a lot about myself but the people I have previously surrounded myself with. And can I just say it's hard? It's strange to see your social surroundings change, and try and figure out if it's "you" or "them" ? When you start to really understand who people are? I'm 25 now so maybe it's just maturing or something... idk I'm just rambling I guess now, but life is crazy. Theres really a shift from your youth (for me anyways ) to adulthood. It kinda makes me sad... like I said I'm rambling. I also don't have kids yet, so maybe being this age has given me too much time to think too deeply lol