Do you dread your SO going to work and leaving you alone with the baby?

MotherOfAllBoys
It's probably a weird question but do you dread your SO going to work and leaving you alone with the baby? Hubs has been on holidays helping me with bubs since he was born, and yesterday he's started back at work, everyday I've found myself dreading when he leaves and feeling anxiety about being home with the baby by myself all day, I'm even more anxious when I have to take him out to go pick up our other kids from school! I know it's a huge adjustment and I'll get use to it, but does anyone else feel stress and anxiety about being with bubs on your own without any other help?