Premature baby...momma or not?

Samantha
I had my baby boy a week ago and everyone tells me everything will be fine. But, I don't feel like a mom and I don't feel like I had a baby. When I was just starting to enjoy being pregnant he came, at 23 weeks and 6days. Life sucks and I miss feeling him kick and grow. Am I really a mom bc I had a c-section and haven't held him yet (he's 7 days old).