My boyfriend and I have been dating for almost 2 years. he's my first boyfriend I have ever had. he says he loves me and miss you etc etc but one night we were just laying in bed. I don't remember what I did but he said jokingly that I hurt his feelings and then he said to come to think about it I don't have any. it's been bothering me that he said that because if he doesn't have feels then how does he even have feeling for me? I decided to ask him about it.

*His reply*

"We'll have wifi soonish hopefully. My feelings are kind of gone for two reasons. When you had your heart broken multiple times repeatedly, that shit takes its toll. The people you trusted and loved betray you hurts. It numbs your emotions, you get used to the bad. The good doesn't feel as good anymore. You wish you didn't even have emotions... I forced myself into being stoic for years to the point of forgetting some emotions. That's why."

I don't know what to think of it. I feel like he doesn't even like me or Care about me. Or he thinks he likes me but he doesn't. He always say to me that he's cold hearted. Meh I don't know what to say or do about it. 😭😭😭