I have had it ..
I have a guts full of my abusive relationship.. I'm so over it .. It's just so hard to leave. I'm over fighting, yelling , and I mean the big massive fights that gets out of hand when she starts throwing shit and punching my walls.
I have done all my research on abusive relationships; mentally & physically.
She's always moody, always up and down; her moods change every 5 minutes.. it's so draining. She broke my trust 4 years ago but begged for my back continually wouldn't stop msging me.. and going to my family.
I hate sleeping with her, I hate kissing her, I hate how she has to question my every move of what I'm doing or who I am with. Even just to see my family it's " why r u going there"
I have been stuck in this lesbian relationship for so long and all I want is a boyfriend :( I don't even like girl sex anymore it's so boring, and I think all the times she's hurt me I'm repulsed by it. She saids no one else would want me they will bring me straight back.
I'm 25 aussie girl and she's a 22 year old kiwi.
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