single??

So <a href="https://play.google.com/store/apps/details?id=com.glow.android.eve">Eve</a> family, 
My boyfriend and I have been together for almost 6 months now. I love him with all my heart, I really do. But recently I have been getting jealous ( and yes i have talked to him about it) and it's almost uncontrollable. I have depression and it makes me more depressed. And he is a baseball player so he never has time for me. Yesterday he fell asleep on me at 5:00 and I didn't hear from him until this morning. I love him and want to be with him for the rest of my life, but I kinda wanna be alone sometimes. I want to be with him but sometimes I don't, idk.