questioning my sexuality (tmi)

Loreali
So today after church I went to go take a bath, right ( I was feeling really turned on) just in general and so rn I'm talking to this guy and I was like what if I ask this girl how I look? And what if she says yes and really like made me wet and yeah... so I don't know what to think also this is kinda one of the first times I really have been emotionally connected to a girl but idk if it's the thought of someone else seeing me and thst turning me on plz help