it's so hard

To see all the mothers that are going through tough times and MC's and not get emotional about it. This is my first baby and the thoughts always cross my mind. I haven't had an ultrasound or even heard my babies heartbeat so it's hard not to get the thoughts and just feel like something is wrong even when there might not be. I've been learning to just have faith in God and whatever the plan may be is the plan but sometimes I just get so emotional about it but I pray for all the moms out there. Even ones with healthy pregnancies.