Hi, so I'm 16 and just master bathed for the first time and I had taken the blade part of my razor off and used the handle (I made sure to clean it) and I rubbed myself and stuff and I felt like I was about to pee but it went away and nothing happened so I stopped. I can't get any toys or anything cause I don't want anyone in the house to know. It also feels like I stretched myself so I kind of feel weird but I wasn't getting much stimulation and would like to feel good... Any thoughts or tips or anything?