being induced tonight, so disappointed

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Im 41+3 (10 days overdue) and heartbroken that I'll be induced tonight. 
I'll be given cervadil this evening then sent home to sleep then back to the hospital when contractions start or otherwise in the morning. If that alone doesn't put me into labour they will try breaking my waters. If that still doesn't start anything I will be put on a pitocin drip. My number one thing in my birth plan has always been natural, no induction, no drugs, and especially NO pitocin.
I'm ready to meet my baby girl but this is not the way I had hoped for and worked towards. I was so looking forward to the excitement of spontaneous labour and the natural progression and experience of labour.
I'm so disappointed right now.
My natural birth plan is out the window and I feel like my body has failed me.