Non-TTC Buddy?

Before anyone gets confused about the title of this post, I'm looking for someone to talk to about actively trying not to get pregnant while wanting to get pregnant more than anything else in the world 😢 I keep seeing posts about finding a ttc buddy or March bfps and everything and I think there needs to be a post for those of us who have to heal before trying again. I had a cornual ectopic pregnancy on January 26 and have to wait 6 months before ttcing and the wait is KILLING me. It's so lonely...is anyone else in this position? Wanting a baby more than anything but having to use contraception and avoiding sex on fertile days just seems so wrong and frustrating 💔