numb or just bitter
Not sure if I sound bitter or if it's a normal feeling but me and my man been TTC for 2yrs now (already have an 8yr old) and recently had a miscarriage in dec. My closest friends only know about the miscarriage and my friend who has seen my struggle and has asked questions as has kept up with checking in with me during the recent loss but she just told me she's pregnant 😢. I was quiet and speechless and she was nervous to tell me cause she didn't know how I would react and honestly I don't like that she's pregnant and I'm not!
knowing how bad I've been wanting and have been trying. But now it's constantly the only thing I think of. Everyone has given me their blessings and tell me not to give up but it's hard when not only is she my friend but I also work with her so hearing when she talks to other co workers about the pregnancy (mind u she might only be 5wks) I still can't get over it. I don't think she deserves another child (she also has a 6yr) she's only been with her current man less than a year. I don't know how to getvtheu this feeling any suggestions ?!! Thanks that's all my venting
Comment
Add Comment
Let's Glow!
Achieve your health goals from period to parenting.
