anxiety is killing my excitement

Kristin
I'm 35 and this will be my first child! I'm due Oct 16th, and go for my first ultrasound tomorrow. I have had a little dark spotting here and there. Been so sick with nausea, boob soreness, and fatigue. The fear of miscarriage is killing my excitement. Please pray I hear a little heartbeat in the morning and can get through my first trimester. Will keep ya posted on how tomorrow goes!