Hi, my name is Bonita, but i usually go by Nicole, i just found out last week that I'm expecting, i currently have 2 boys, ages 7 and 8, and i had a miscarriage in 2015, I'm scared of losing this one, but my fiance is being super supportive, I'm trying to be positive but I'm scared, plus my hormones are out of control, I'm only 6 weeks 5 days and I'm already a big ole bag of crazy, my hcg levels are crazy high for how early in we are, and twins runs in my family, so there's that, well i guess that's just about everything