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Janey • Love, play & pray. BeGrateful, BeWeird. Far most always be kind! Bless all the beautiful mothers & their babys journey!-
Hey.  So I am coming forward to admit that the past year I have picked up a bad admit of dabbling in meth. This comes after many years of adderall. I quit adderall for a couple years after school and somehow got dabbled into this mess. Nobody in my life knows and I show no physical signs. I ingest the pill making it even easier to hide. After learning I was 8 weeks pregnant, I have made the obvious choice to give it up.
 I am not worried about relapsing. I have taken break from amphtemines in the past without a struggle.
What I am worried about is my consistent use over the first two months of carrying this baby. Nowhere on the interenet can I find real clear cut stories of the effects of this drug to a prenatal baby. You would think, but trust me, I've spent hours and days researching. There are many maybes and possibilities of what can happen but there's no long term studies on it. 
I am in the search to find people who are or know someone who was a drug baby to meth and their life today! Any insight would be educationing and insightful!
- jÂ