Help please just lost my dad

Thinking about killing myself. Maybe I just need someone to talk to. But I'm really depressed. I want to die I feel like a burden. I just lose my dad over a month ago. I've been losing it being angry flipping out etc. Can't find a job going mad crazy. Someone please help me I feel overwhelmed and just want to end it all.. my dad was my hero and now he's not here I feel so angry like I can't deal with life. Sometimes I just want to go to him.