Devastated. 💔

I decided to take another test cause my fiancé has convinced himself that he sees seen faint lines in the 2 tests I've took. (I thought I did too but further looking I decided they was not). To my surprise it looked like a bfp! But the line wasn't in the right place so I waited the full 10 minutes & the line had moved all the way to where it should be. (With color) I got sooo excited but couldn't really believe it because there was just so much dye run (I put way to many drops in). I thought it was just the dye messing with me. I took another one & sure enough it was a bfn staring back at me....I'm so close to just giving up. I know it's not just my eyes playing tricks on me anymore. Even the tests are making me get my hopes for nothing. It's been a rough day...gonna lay down & sleep this off. Good luck to all you ladies ttc. Baby dust to you all! ✨✨✨