Every cycle. Buying OPKs, <a href="https://play.google.com/store/apps/details?id=com.glow.android">tracking ovulation</a>, BD on Our O Day. 2ww... Tracking implantation and checking for bleeding... Buying so many tests and going back and forth so many times at the local Walgreens that they know you name and now keep a small drawer filled with OPKs, coupons and pregnancy tests and keep a rough estimate of which days and weeks you will come in to buy said products... Then you test... And test... And test some more. You see "FL or VVVFL" call your bff (who btw now blocks your calls the day your period ends til the next day you period begins) and blow up her VM about how your positive the test is positive. And you call your So and tell him he's gonna be a daddy and download the <a href="https://play.google.com/store/apps/details?id=com.glow.android.nurture">pregnancy apps</a> and start ols for baby stuff . You stop smoking and drinking, eat healthier and then! AF makes her monthly visit... So you smoke a whole pack of cigarettes in one night while your two younger sisters hold you while you sit and cry begging God "why me? Why us? Why can't it be as easy as the first time??" Then your period ends... And guess what? Time to start all over again...