19 && Still a virgin 🙄

Kory
Just a random question, but is it weird that I'm still a virgin and have never been in a relationship at 19 almost 20? I know I shouldn't rush into anything and should fuck just anyone, but anytime someone finds out I am they completely shook like they can't comprehend. As for the relationship thing, I can be picky but if you knew the guys I grew up around (aside from my brothers and dad) you'd understand why I will accept no less then the best, but even then no guys approach me and it's low key making me feel like A) I'm ugly B) I have a shit personality, but guys don't even get to see my personality until they meet me so I'm thinking more of A. Idk help a girl out 🙃