Feeling hopeless

Bhvni
Hey ladies
Been ttc for about a year for my first child.  I've been off bc for almost a year and a half and I haven't really felt "normal". My periods are regular but they're not heavy and I only experience cramps at the end of it. 
Every time my husband I have sex I bleed/spot for days
I've been to the docs and have had ultrasounds, blood work, paps. Everything has come back normal except I have hemorrhagic cysts on my ovaries which apparently is normal in women, but mine take longer to go away. My ob told me I have a friable cervix , which I don't believe. 
I have a fertility appointment next week and I'm really hoping I'll get some answers. I just feel so down and helpless. I'm supposed to be ovulating this weekend and I'm just bummed out.