To all the moms out there who have had to see your child in a hospital bed, I applaud you for being so strong. As a mom who currently has her 3 week old in the hospital this has by far been the most difficult thing I have ever had to deal with in my life. The times I feel I am going to breakdown I look at his tiny little face and am reminded I have to be strong. Although I really want to curl up in the corner, I can't. I have my 2 1/2 year old and my 3 week old who need me. This experience has certainly gave me a new perspective on life. My faith has grown tremendously and the amount of support I have encountered has been outstanding. Now to pray for my sons speedy recovery...