why does it hurt soo much?

Bernice
My period doesnt come till the 16 and soo... being a bit anxious.. i tested... and it came out negative.... not pregnant... i dont understand... why, when you want to have a child sooo bad its not happening... 2 mc last yr and now... BFN... Im sooo depressed and down... cried my balls out thinking that would make it better but it doesnt... is there something wrong with me??! I have done everything to keep my body strong and healthy but still..... nothing... im soo lost and just feel like giving up.... this is torture 😩😩😭😭😭😭