So after 7 months of TTC I've officially thrown in the towel for the time being. Within the past couple weeks my mental health has deteriorated and not because of trying, or anything specific in my life. I didn't ever think mental illness could swallow me up like it has recently. I keep feeling like my body is betraying me in every sense of the word, body and mind. It's with great anger and sadness that I have to put my dream on hold until I myself get better. Severe anxiety and depression are no joke. I've started to go to therapy but it's still a long way back. Take care of yourselves ladies and I hope you all get your BFP's that you deserve. Much love.