Officially over it

Alexah • I'm a 24 year old first time mom 💫 My son was born 3/28/17 💙
I'm 38 weeks 3 days. I've made absolutely no cervical progress from last week. Basically still completely closed. I've been taking EPO & drinking third trimester tea hoping it'd at least prepare my cervix for labor but nope. I've also been having contractions on/off which obviously means nothing at this point. I'm so discouraged and I honestly give up. My doctor even spoke about induction and we set it for the day after he's due (for other reasons). I'm so over this. I feel like everyone will give birth before me. Sorry if it seems like I'm complaining but why doesn't my baby want to come out?