I really want to be pregnant

I'm on a birth control pill and my boyfriend and I have discussed it before but it's so hard!! We decided that I would get off of it when we're in a better place financially and have a better house and I'm working again and driving with my own car. But it's so hard...I mean I could just stop taking my pill but I don't think that's the best option. For me. Him. Or our future child. It's just rly hard:/ can anyone relate?