So i have bipolar disorder. So here and there either some depression will kick in or mania. Depression can start off with just a little sadness and the swell to full blown depression. Mind you, i have been dealing with it very well for the past few years.

The past few days, i have been pretty okay. Not really productive, but we went out and played in the snow yesterday, and i booked a family get away for tomorrow and friday. So i got that going.

Today i have just been.... not me. I feel like emotional crap. I really just want it to be 8 pm so i can go to bed already, i have about an hour and a half left. I talked about maybe taking a bath, but i don't even want that right now. I have to do laundry, deffinitly have to fold it, so i can pack clothes for tomorrow.

For the first time in a really long time, i am actually afraid that me being down like this is because something bad has happened pregnancy wise. I have never had a depresive episode durring a pregnancy so far (not that i remember anyway). I have been over emotional, but this does not feel like that. Hoping i just an tired and will feel better in the a.m.

Any words of advice or anything? Plus my tummy is so gross right now.