HELP WANTED PLEASE

So I have an issue. There's this boy. He and I are so similar and we never run out of things to talk about. But he's more like experienced with the world than I am. He's done more, he's done drugs, and I'm a safe stay at home straight A student. 
But I can't stop thinking about him. 
The problem here is, do I take the chance? I totally stopped talking to him but I miss our daily conversations, our FaceTime calls till 3am. It's taking everything in my right now not to text him and say "I miss talking to you" 
What do I do?
* I'm 16