my feelings are everywhere

Marquicia 👸🏾
So I've been trying for about a year & I just got diagnosed with PCOS. I thought it was cause I wasn't really trying hard you know just everytime me and my SO would have intercourse he wouldn't pull out. Now I know what's wrong I'm not sure if I want to really put my self or my SO on that roller coaster ride. But being that I work with babies all day it's hard not to want one of my own. Has anyone conceived yet ? Any advice ? What was your experience ? (Btw I'm 20 turning 21 and my SO is 25)