I'm the oldest child of 4. I've had experience with newborns, babies, kids in general. I've also babysat lots of young babies. But not that I'm having my own, I'm not so confident. I feel like after I give birth, they'll go to hand me my baby and I'll be scared to hold them in fear of breaking the baby. I can't even imagine coming home with this fragile little human and have it solely depend on me (and my husband).