frustration with birth control

Sammy
Omg!!! Nexplanon is seriously bringing me down I've been bleeding for two months straight! It goes from heavy to light and to some very light spotting. I finally stopped abt two days ago and I was so happy no more period!!! Lies 😩 I had a little fun solo time this morning☺️ and now I'm freaking spotting!! It seriously is so frustrating all I want is to have sex with my SO and not bleed on him it literally has brought down my confidence in bed. but it's so effective that's what's stopping me from getting it taken out. Ugh