gender disappointment

Ma
So we had our gender reveal yesterday and I am so happy to be blessed with a baby after having a MC 3 months before. We both wanted a girl soooo bad and when the balloon popped and saw it was a boy I felt so disappointed. And I feel horrible for feeling that way, am I the only one? I went home and cried 😕 I know I should be grateful but I felt so sad, as if I lost something. I am now feeling much better and getting used to the idea of having a baby boy. 
Our faces when we realized it was a boy. 
This was our "what would it bee" set up. 
15 weeks 🤗