woke up crying

Stefani
Okay sooo.... these vivid pregnant dreams are getting to me! I woke up at around 5am balling my eyes out and having my pillow soaked from my tears. I had a dream about my ex that passed away. We were extremely close and madly in love with each other. When he passed away it was the hardest thing I had ever emotionally dealt with. My life changed completely. 
Last night was the first night I've ever seen him in my dreams. It was very vivid and felt so real but the weird thing is that the dream wasn't as if he were alive again. It was of me missing him and seeing the ghost or spirit of him watching over me and trying to comfort me and calm me. I don't really know how to explain it but it felt so good and painful at the same time. Anyone else wake up crying in their sleep or just over these crazy dreams!?