I'm going crazy!

Mary
Baby girl is one week old. I've been pumping and bottle feeding. After doing everything I could think of with the lactation consultant she refused to breastfeed. I am so aggravated with pumping every two hours, cleaning pump parts, sore boobs and being attached to the pump for 20 minutes. Can anyone give me any tips, encouragement.... I feel like a cow and just want to be able to take care of the baby not be hooked to a pump! I already have 9 bags of 1-2 oz of milk in my freezer. I've been crying and just tired and emotional. I feel like a bad mom!