Rushed 2 year old to er

Just need to vent I guess I am a stay at home mom with 4 kids I have friends but most fake so I just had a scare my kids are 15 10 2 & 1 now my 1 year old has been running a low fever for a day and half was on phone with after hours clinic to try to see what else to do ( couldn't get App booked full till Thursday) but while I was on phone with them my 2 year old was napping but made a funny noise so I sat at her feet then she did it again so I looked at her and I new something was wrong I dropped the phone called out her name and picked her up and nothing I took her to sink and splashed water on face she opened eyes and they rolled so called 911 but some how during her nap she got fever of 106 and had a fever seizure it was so scary but 8 hours later they say that's what happens and they both have the flu b but all they really did was watch her and give her Motrin and we back home I won't to go to sleep and they are sleep but I can't I keep catching my self checking her now she my third out of 4 so I thought I was somewhat prepared for something like this but the min her and hubby pulled off in ambulance and other 3 in car I sat in house and broke down cause all the males broke down and we're a wreck mom had to be the strong one again but that's what we here for but if you read this far thanks for reading my ramblings just had to do I am going to lay down now next to them thanks