BFP! but so afraid of a chemical

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Hey guys!! I got a BFP yesterday which was my expected AF date!! 😁 I'm so excited but 2 months ago I had a chemical. So I'm still on the fence and trying to not get too excited yet. Has anyone gone through something similiar? When can I let it sink in and start to feel like it's real? I haven't told my husband yet (and I know he's my biggest support system) I just don't want to let him down. I figured I'll just keep testing every few days?? Thanks everyone! 😁❤