Fear of infertility
All three of my pregnancies occurred while I was on Birth control, the only thing that worked for me was an IUD I had for 5 years.
Now that we have experienced an ectopic which resulted in the loss of my left tube, we are not using protection but also not "trying" and by trying I mean we are just living our normal lives in hopes life will just happen as it may. No pressure.
It has been 3 cycles since my surgery and well I'm not pregnant.
I have a great fear that I am now incapable of conceiving. I understand that my chances are lowered now due to only having one tube, and that it will take more than 3 cycles and maybe more effort in the TTC department to conceive....
But I am so anxious/ fearful that it won't happen again. My damn brain keeps saying "well it happened with contraception..... so why hasn't it happened yet?"
Just need some support and encouragement that all hope isn't lost.... my positivity today is on the low side.
1.5 months and I will be reaching what would have been our due date and the heaviness of our loss is worse today than usual.
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