I'm getting discouraged.

I know this is only my second month trying. I should be more patient. But seeing negative pregnancy exams are depressing. Especially when I'm trying so many different things to help me become pregnant. 
I love seeing everyone post their positive pregnancy tests. But I also think to myself that I can't wait for that to be me also. 
I can't help to think that something is wrong with me and my body. I thought it would be easier. 
The more tries I take. The more I read up about conceiving. 
It's hard at times. Because as much as people tell me to have fun with it. I do try. But I can't help to obsess about it. So, it also leaves me to have no one to talk to. Bc  then I'm worried about being judged for thinking about getting pregnant so much.....