Im terrified... 😨

I want a child so badly and at the same time I don't. I am just so terrified of delivery... I do not handle pain well at all. 😶 There is a chance I am pregnant right now and I'm super excited and terrified at the same time. I'm also scared I won't be a very good momma. I will admit I can be very immature, but very mature when I need to be. Any advice or thoughts?? Especially on child birth.