stressed tf out

My husband got back from deployment in October & was put on a schedule to where we only see each other every other Saturday when I'm off work. He works 3pm-8am & I work 8am-5pm. We never see eachother & I sleep alone every single night. I'm emotionally exhausted & feel completely alone & disconnected. He leaves again in October & I feel like he hasn't even been home. I know I "signed up for this" but I didn't think I'd be lonely the first two years of my marriage. Sorry I'm venting. I'm really upset & depressed. 
Not to mention we've been trying to conceive but don't see eachother enough to make it happen.