Frustration and not feeling like anyone around me really understands. My husband and i have been trying for 4 years for baby number one. We found out this month that his brothers gf is pregnant with baby number 3. She is 6 months and they are giving it up for adoption to a couple in another state because they can't afford another kid. I feel so angry that they can have another baby without trying and they have something we want so badly and are choosing to give it away.....i feel so broken and not truely apart of his family because we are the only ones without kids.