I can't breastfeed

Jackie
I tried so hard. My baby girl was born on 3/2 by emergency c-section. My milk came in a bit late but I could tell a little came in. My goal was to EBF for up to one year. I fed her round the clock for the last 3 weeks. Feedings that would last hours of her back and fourth from boob to boob. She was hungry constantly and I could tell she was starting to starve. Wet diapers were ok, but she lost nearly a pound by week 2. I saw a lactation consultant on Friday and my fears were confirmed: she was only getting about 12-15 millimeters per feeding. That's about 1/3 of an ounce :( I was literally starving her by trying to just breastfeed her. I then had to introduce formula. It hurt so much and I felt like a failure and like I'm not a real woman since I can't feed my own baby. But she is thriving now. Back up to birth weight already and is such a happier baby. I know it is what she needs and I just want her to be healthy. Anyone else have a similar experience? Thanks for any support!!