My little one will be one month old on Saturday and it's bitter sweet because I love seeing him grow but I hate that my maternity leave is almost over. My anxiety has been unreal since I had him and it gets really bad when I think about leaving him for any amount of time (even with my husband for fifteen minutes). I'll be working from home four days a week but will have to go into the office for a few hours on Fridays. My mother in law wants to watch him while I'm at the office which is very generous but I don't want her watching him and I literally have no explanation for why. But she continues to bring it up and every time she does I have an anxiety attack. I literally don't know what to do. I've tried to ask my husband if I can just quit my job but he wants me to keep it for extra income. But if it's my mental health versus extra money, I'd much rather quit and would think he'd think the same way. I'm beyond frustrated and overwhelmed.