Depression

I've been struggling with this for a while I've been trying really hard to try dealing with it without having to resort to the meds but it's gotten so bad that I'm afraid I may have to give in and talk to my Dr again. which is making me feel so weak and pathetic right now that I couldn't hack it. I just can't handle feeling this way any more I'm down and depressed and angry all the time. I'm so worried though that the meds will affect my breast milk. I prefer to deal with all this over giving that up right now. Having to give up something else that's important to me didn't now would do me in.