Kind of mute

At this point in my marriage I am pregnant and done fighting about my husbands porn addiction. Tired of seeing it on the computer and phone and already having trust issues before hand. So when you fight about it for as long as I have you kind of just go mute and give up on the topic. You pretend you never saw it and hope that if your having a girl your husband doesn't hurt her.. you pretend everything is okay and understand that it's not your fault never was.