am I crazy, or...?

So I want kids. Like now. My boyfriend, not so much. No, I'm not going to get pregnant purposefully. But, this whole situation is just annoying. Long story short, my bf has graduated with his bachelors already, and was ready to start trying after he graduated-that is until he didn't discuss grad school with me whatsoever and decided to apply and get accepted-and before you judge, no its not my decision if he were planning on going to grad school or not-but now all of sudden he doesn't want kids for another 4 or 5 years until he's done with school. It's hard just because I work with babies and kids and it seems like all my best friends are pregnant. No need for rude comments, just expressing my frustration.