boyfriend issues

Mak
So my boyfriend and I have been together for a year and seven months and on and off for four years and recently he broke up with me but hen we talked and he changed it to just a break where we don't talk to other people we just work on what needs to be worked. I feel like he is talking to other girls which idk if I should wait around for him to decide for two months if he wants to come back or not bc he's the one who told me he loves me but he's not in love with me. Idk also some tips on how to be independent and help with anxiety please this really hurts and I'm just ugh.