Its one of those days.

I remember many years ago one of my brothers friends asking me why I am so nice. And not really thinking about it I just said "because that's how I am". She replied well you should be bitch, then people wont care when you have a bad day. I was young and didnt really think much about it. But thinking about it now she was right. You're not "allowed" to have bad days when you're a nice person. People get used to you being nice and cheerful, and then when you're not they feel some type of way. But if you're not a happy cheerful person, and act bitchy, then thats what people will expect and brush it off like "oh thats just how he/she is" And when said bitchy person is unusually nice and cheerful they will be complimented " oh you're in a good mood today" like it's a present or gift for them to be kind. Look, I am nice and kind to people because I treat people how I would like to be treated. I respect everyone (unless given a reason not to) and will just as soon call a person younger than me ma'am or sir as I would an elder. But even the happiest and nicest people have bad days. If I'm unhappy and dont feel like smiling I shouldn't have to. If i don't feel like talking and making conversation, I shouldn't have to. And that should be okay.