Depressed/anxiety :(

I have extremely bad anxiety and depression. It's gotten so much worse this year (my junior year) and I just need someone to talk to! My boyfriend isn't really much help, I try not to bring it up too much and my parents are the last people I would talk to about this. I've been considering telling my mom I need to see a doctor but I can already see the judgement and humiliation from everyone. I don't know what to do and this has become like an every week/night thing. Just need some friendly advice