For the past few months, I've accepted and appreciated my body. Then, of course, there would be days where I feel huge. I'm currently at 162 lbs and the number brings me down. There are days were I would ask my fiancé if he wishes I looked like some of these "thick" Instagram models & start bawling into tears. But he assures me every time that I'm perfect. Also, the fact that I'm 17 days late for my period, I'm getting anxious. Hoping I am pregnant, but want to get/ stay in shape. I'm just a wreck right now.